I'm officially shutting this blog down. Oh a little side-track here...HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY YIQING! I'm leaving everything as it is. Ok, ask me for a re-link. That is if you are close to me, and I shall then invite you. ADIOS.

Promised Zhen I would upload the pics from our East Coast Park Trip on Friday!

Ok, I know I said I'd end at the previous entry. But due to popular demand by some Crescentians, and my other friends. I shall just upload the last of pics. And I will split them into different posts. Just grab them if you have to. Here are the ones taken at PA. Enjoy:D

Me and Lye Yee!

Couldn't last till the 100th post. Though I tried to squeeze in as many posts to attain 100, but my heart isn't in the mood. Shall officially declare that this is the last post on this previous baby of mine. Goodbye my pain, my joy, my forsaken memories. It's been 411 days- 1year,1month and 17days since I had you. 95 posts. A bucketful worth of tears.
I started this blog coz I couldn't get into AC, the one only other thing that mattered alot to me in 2008. But I end this today on a note towards liberation. Shihui has fulfilled my dream of knowing how it feels like to be an ACJCian. So that part of my life is over. I spent 9months grieving over a loss of friendship. Guess half of my entries here were writen in anguish. Not exactly happy. But that is over too. So yea, time to abandon this ship.
I'm very sorry to my loyal readers especially those from Crescent, Goh Lao Ying, Shannon, Jeremiah. My heart isn't into this anymore. I just realised how deadly blogging can be. It exploited my weaker human emotions, exposed my ugly nature to some readers. Jeremy was right, I hide behind a facade that will not show how vulnerable I am feeling inside. People know too much. Strange faces, unknowing guests. Yea, I feel tainted. So its goodbye.
I'd like to take this last opportunity to thank those who walked this journey with me. Thank you so much. I apologise for this abrupt decision...

I never given much thought to how she was feeling, how she was doing. I called her last night. She told me she failed GP, Math and Chem. Imagine my initial shock. She, who to me will never be anything less than the top, failed 3subjects. Yet, she was so positive. For the first time, I'm truly worried for her. It's a niggling unease, FEAR. I have never been there to share her burden. The weight of her own world. I am confident that she will do well for A's if she put her heart to it...acing even. But I just worry for her mental and physical health. SYF is drawing closer, she told me. Terms, a week after SYF. I really am worried for her for the first time in my life. Her strength carried me through, but what support do I have to offer her? When I am just an empty shell worth a bucketful of shit.

If the Earnest Seow incident was anything to go by, he taught me the real meaning of self respect. I guess I just lost all of that. I've shown my weaker and uglier human emotions. Need. And I don't like it at all. Well, history is about to change...

Waiting for Helena's reply now. And Bec's. I doubt my letter has reached Australia yet. But yea, patience is a virtue.

Met Mooz today like Finally! Celebrated my liberation. After much consideration and weighing between my Twilight DVD and Confessions. Twilight won. Spent like a bomb on it. But LOVED the special features. Mooz was great fun! Oh man, I still can't believe all this has ended. Mooz was happy for me. Missed her like CRAZY! I feel liberated.

Promised Goh Lao Ying to change my blogskin. Still searching for one. And yea, Goh Lao Ying, J2s are going to step down from Photog soon. Will miss you loads. And I haven't told you my secret! Haha, so far Jolene and Wanyu know about it. Will tell u soon, I promise.

Blogging is a killer. Serves you right, Constance. REALLY.

Samantha is my partner this year. Hope I just don't scratch her face and rub it raw when I swing her. She's light enough for me to carry her single-handedly. Samatha, Jia You!My bro partnered Lye Yee. Matching in terms of height. But my bro is some brute who left Lye Yee lying on the floor after the swing.

Read the summary on Season 4. Sara Tancredi didn't die after all. Bellick, Mahone, Sucre, Linc and Michael are joining forces now to fight the company. The won't-ever-die T-Bag is still on the run with that stash of cash(I think so) that D.B. Cooper left in Utah. Linc Jr is still safe. Seriously, I thought Sara was assasinated in Season 3. I was so upset that I stopped at episode1. Shall persevere now to continue watching, though Sona is really gross. All that killing and cruelty. Guards are basically useless there. I am angry now. The company. T-Bag. T-Bag=My dad. And my dad is proud of that. Yuck. T-Bag with his fake hand. GROSS!

Heard that my beloved juniors Ah Teck and LJB aren't going to PA this Sunday. Haiz. How could they? I miss this place like crazy and yet these two guys aren't even appreciative. NVM, LJB, I forgive you...especially since you are so nice to me these two days.